Sometimes I feel that my friends in university don't understand me at all. Or is it because I don't want to and did not grow up since secondary school?

Every time when I tell them things like "Eh, this guy so cute", they will take it seriously and think that I should go forward and get to know him. When I say more than one guy being cute, they will not understand and feel that I am being not loyal or whatever. But the thing is, saying a guy cute does not mean anything, I just find him cute and not want to get into a relationship with him. Why don't they get it?

And another friend of mine got attached. Whatever la. Mine will come some day. Its not because I am not good, but for someone to tolerate my nonsense and for me to open up to someone, it takes time. This is most probably why this is the case. But is alright, I already have alot in life and I should be appreciative of all these. Love comes in different forms. Romantic love, I may not have experienced yet, but it will come some day. (: