I have always been a rational person. From the start of the new year till now, however, I haven't been.

I think I have spent too much time and energy thinking about all possibilities that I myself aren't sure can happen.

You could be treating me as a friend, maybe an eye candy, maybe a crush, maybe observing and seeing if I am the one for you. But, I am already so tired, been someone who tends to over-think about issues.

It has been around 8 months. Sometimes I think, if you really feel the same about me, our relationship would not still be so stagnant. We are like waiting for chances to occur naturally and I had to make wishes that chances can happen between us when I am a statistics students who know about probability and chances more than anyone else.

Therefore, this morning, I have made a decision. I will only wait till the end of this March. If there are progress between the two of us, by progress I mean wats-apping each other/fb msg each other almost everyday/we going out together/going home frequency becomes often/something along this line, then I will continue to wait. If not, I need to carry on with my life and stop dwelling my emotions onto you.

Yup, this is a promise I made to myself and we shall see till then.

You don't even have my number. You know, instagram and facebook are still so not real.