Valentine's Day is coming in 5 days time. My birthday is coming in 8 days time.

Valentine's day=No Date
21st Birthday=No Date

Sigh, I really wonder who remembers my birthday. My university friends just remembers that there is a midterms test that day and I doubt they will think of what celebrations to do for me. My JC friends? Think they are too busy to celebrate for me. My secondary school friends? Think it would be a miracle for them to remember my birthday. I think so far, they only remembered 2 of my birthdays.

I don't know how to express how upset I am. As in it is my 21st birthday. 21st is suppose to be a really big thing? Like, lots of people will have a party and make themselves feel like the king or queen or prince or princess that day. I am already not going to have a birthday party, but now that no one even officially ask me out or make plans for my birthday, I feel alone again.

I have tried to drop hints but if you don't remember, no matter how obvious my hints are, they won't get across to you. Disappointment is like the norm now. I shall see what happens that day. If really no one asks me out, then it would be just me and my selfie again. And I won't know how I will respond to all of you from that day onwards. Am I asking too much if what I want is for your to ask me out for a meal, at least.? To make me feel that I am at least important to some of your? ):