Are u so busy?

Do u know it really hurts when I feel that u are continuing the conversation but second guessing that I am bothering u?

Can u just tell me straight and end the convo if u feel that i am bothering u?

I hate it when u end with a qn and I have to answer and then I end with a qn and wait for your reply. Because I am afraid that there will be no reply.

I said that my interview starts at 3, cant u just say good luck? Or is it like what they said, u are afraid that i will end the convo? No, please, if i want to end the convo, i wouldnt have texted u in the first place? And if u want to continue, wouldnt u already text me after 3, asking me how my interview went?

Are u that busy or am I that insignificant? Are u that confident that I would still be there? Just because I made the first move, u think I will stay?

I am very tired. Tired of second guessing, tired of waiting for your reply. I havent been sleeping well since 2 weeks ago? I cried till I have no more tears for u alr. But my heart still aches every night, and every vibration I hear from my phone makes me wake up and want to see if the text is from you. I hate u for making me feel this way. I hate that u are in SMU and I dont know when these project shit ends. I hate wanting to end the convo myself because I am afraid that you dont want to end it and I lose the chance because of this.

Why cant people be more direct and dont play mind games. I am really tired.