I have decided to move on with my life and not desperately wait for a text that may or may not come, a convo that may or may not continue. We are not even friends to begin with, he is already a nice person to be continuing the convo and replying when he is free, even though is could take days. I guess my friends are right, we are not anything, he doesnt have any obligations to reply me. He doesnt have any obligations to continue the conversation when he is already so busy. It is not that he is not interested in me, he doesnt even have the time to think of the possibility between the 2 of us. He doesnt read the messages, maybe because he has no really no time to continue this lame conversation with me. If he reads, being a nice guy, he will reply. If he replies, I will reply. And then the cycle repeats. Now that he is so busy, perhaps he is thinking, let me reply her when I am done with all these shit. Or, he could be thinking, I am too busy to continue the conversation but I dont want to hurt her either, so lets just leave the convo there and not click in coz of the blue ticks. There are lots of possibilities but the main point is, he has a life outside that does not revolves around me, at least for now it isnt. Because indeed, now we have no relationship and association with each other. So, my life should not revolves around him as well.

I always believe strongly in my 6th sense because it is always so accurate. When I see this guy and girl together, I sort of get the feeling that they will be together, or not. This time round, I shall believe in my 6th sense, on myself. That day, people can say that it is love at first sight, because they are not me. But for me, that day, that moment, it truly felt that he was the right one, the right person, the right fit. I have never felt myself being so gentle and want to lean onto someone and exchange glances with someone without being shy at all, even though my heart was still pounding. It has been a long time since I am with someone who I feel comfortable with but at the same time not treating him in the friend zone area. It has been so long since I hope that the meeting is forever and that I dont mind going after someone because he is that great. I believe that he feels the same way about me because his eyes dont lie.

I believe that he will come back when he is done with all his projects and not so busy. I believe in myself and him. I believe in fate, I believe in my sixth sense.

I believe that he will be back, and he will be my first and perhaps, only.

I believe.