What a plot twist yesterday. I never thought things like this could happen. I am really very upset and really want to hate J for doing that. But then again, he already didnt reply me in the first place, so maybe this doesnt have an impact as well.

But I really dont understand what he is doing. What does he mean by "I shy ma."

Sighhhh, my heart is really very broken this time round. He is the first guy that I cried so much for and tried so hard to make this possible. In the end, this happened. How can he be so indecisive. Why not just end the convo and end it on a good note?

When will I find a guy who truly loves me and whom I love as well?

Will this be possible?

I felt like a fool thinking back on this past month. The tears I shed, the joy I had, the things I imagined.

Hey Shaun,

What are you thinking?