Had such a good night sleep last night. I always thought I wasnt stressed about my final year project but I guess I just sort of hid it so well that even I didnt realise I was so worried and stressed over it. Yesterday, the moment when I finished my presentation, the relief, the smile on my face, I will never forget. The relief was so great, I instantly felt so much lighter and I wasnt even kidding.

I guess one thing I understood through my final year project is letting go of people who are self-centred. It is through the stressful period that you see how a person change his or her face, just because of his or her self-centredness. Some people just shut you off because they are "busy", they have "a lot of things to do". You know, I just need 5min of your time to reply my text, I just need half an hour of your time to have a meal. Have the thought ever crossed your mind that I am talking to you and wanting a meetup because I have something to say or need someone to talk to? Just because I appear chirpy and am laughing out loud during lectures, doesnt mean I am not stressed up.  

Yes, you are busy, am I not? I have FYP as well, I have 2 other mods to take, I have 2 part time jobs, I learn dance outside. Is this a "busy" compeitition? Its just whether you want to make time, whether I am in one of your priorities. There is never an end to busyness. Friendship requires effort from both sides.

When someone tells me he or she is busy, my first instinct is that he or she needs encouragement and someone to talk to to relief their stress. It is to me, not an indication of me bothering him or her. So if I am, just say, "talk to you next time" instead of "I am busy", then I will get the hint.

Are you busy or are you self-centred? There's a difference.