I just want my dream to come true. Why isn't it happening? I am afraid of the future. Who can save me?

Who are you to say those words to me? Why do you want to make me feel so unwanted, so pathetic? Why do you make me feel that I am such a failure? Its not my fault to look like this and my friends have always told me that one day the right guy will appear, that you will have the "feeling" that he is the one when you meet him one day. However, the words that you said to me today were so mean, I thought that you were a nice person after we interacted for a while, but no, my first impression was right, you are indeed mean. From today onwards, you shall see the change of my attitude towards you. I really dislike you now. You are in the worst position to say that I am fierce. Yes, I am very petty, whatever.

Jiayou, you can do this.