Wednesday, November 19, 2014
Tuesday, November 11, 2014
Cant seem to focus this semester, looking forward to my break. So many things happened since I came back from Europe and I dun know where to start?
Came back from Europe and finally had the courage to sign up for dance classes. Have been thinking about it for a long time and finally signed up for it. At least now, every week I have something to look forward to and no feel so empty and aimless in life? Not at all good at dancing yet but I really hope by next year, I look like a dancer. Hmm...
Working concurrently now since I need to pay for my dance fees. ): Really don't like my work. The staff aren't nice and the manager dislikes me I feel. Every single thing I do seem to be at fault. ):):): Why I so suay. Counting down to the end of my contract already. Really really hope things will get better and people will become nicer. Sigh...
This semester, feeling lonely as usual? It has been 3 years since I entered university. I still cant get used to the fact that you are not the most important person to your friend. Like, how to say, their boyfriends, their secondary school friends are always placed of greater importance that you. That feeling, u cant help but feel sad for yourself because you dont have that most person that place you at the greatest importance. When I feel sad, when I feel happy, when I feel empty, when I feel lonely, who do I find, who do I go to? Had lunch with 2 couples today, one just showed intimate moves in front of us. What is this? Has anyone ever considered my feelings? U want to call ur boyfriend out for lunch, never ask me? I have to just accept it and feel like a lightbulb? That i shouldnt be having lunch with u?
Next semester, most of my friends will be gone for exchange. Then it would be worse. Zen...me...ban...):
I hate growing up.
Came back from Europe and finally had the courage to sign up for dance classes. Have been thinking about it for a long time and finally signed up for it. At least now, every week I have something to look forward to and no feel so empty and aimless in life? Not at all good at dancing yet but I really hope by next year, I look like a dancer. Hmm...
Working concurrently now since I need to pay for my dance fees. ): Really don't like my work. The staff aren't nice and the manager dislikes me I feel. Every single thing I do seem to be at fault. ):):): Why I so suay. Counting down to the end of my contract already. Really really hope things will get better and people will become nicer. Sigh...
This semester, feeling lonely as usual? It has been 3 years since I entered university. I still cant get used to the fact that you are not the most important person to your friend. Like, how to say, their boyfriends, their secondary school friends are always placed of greater importance that you. That feeling, u cant help but feel sad for yourself because you dont have that most person that place you at the greatest importance. When I feel sad, when I feel happy, when I feel empty, when I feel lonely, who do I find, who do I go to? Had lunch with 2 couples today, one just showed intimate moves in front of us. What is this? Has anyone ever considered my feelings? U want to call ur boyfriend out for lunch, never ask me? I have to just accept it and feel like a lightbulb? That i shouldnt be having lunch with u?
Next semester, most of my friends will be gone for exchange. Then it would be worse. Zen...me...ban...):
I hate growing up.
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